- There were
other people who either killed themselves or tried to kill themselves
while they were at "the house of God."
One person who did kill
himself was Richard Wheelock, Press Room Overseer ......He jumped out of a
window at the Watchtower farm one day. It seemed, he was never quite the same
after his wife "Willy" died. She seemed to be the only one that he
could relate to.......Which would make sense.....because he sure couldn't
relate to any of us in the press room..........He would come over to our press
and say "Here is the work... get in out".......then just walk
away.......He was not the type of person you would really want to talk to
anyway......but wouldn't it be nice if just now and then, like every year or
two, they might ask you how you were doing?.........You Laugh.......but it’s
TRUE......I asked my friend Tom Plank who was the Press Operator of Press # 6
which at the time was one of the three biggest presses at Bethel. He had been
in the press room for 4 full years. He told me, that "Brother"
Wheelock never once came over to ask him, how he or his family was doing, in 4
years! I didn't care much for “Mr.” Wheelock, he was never really a
"brother" to me.
The truth is NONE of my
Overseers asked me either! Not in the Laundry, Bindery, Elevator, or the
Pressroom. Now I'm sure there were some nice overseers there that
did........but I don't know who they were. Even if you worked in a
"worldly factory".......I'm sure someone would come over and see how
you were doing ever now and then.........But again they would care if you
stayed or not.
Oh, they did care about
us this one time.......I get this call to come to the bethel office immediately!
We were shorthanded at the time in the factory, put I finally got a replacement
to work my elevator for me. I showed up at the Bethel office with my roommate
Jack Sutton. Our old friends Bob Lang and Curtis Johnson are there. Curtis
starts telling us what a "reproach to the organization" our room is,
with dirty dishes in the pantry and junk under the beds blah, blah........We
listen to him rant for about 10 mins..........That was it!......We did
something that you would NEVER do at Bethel...........We defended ourselves! We
had had enough, if they wanted to kick us out because are rooms were a
mess.......so be it, we didn't care anymore....We told Curtis that if he had a
problem with our room why didn't he just come to us like a brother would have,
has it says at Matt.18:15. That we Bethelites were hanging on by a thread and
we were tired of all this "Nit picking." The whole world was coming
apart........and all YOU people cared about was if are rooms are clean enough.”
They just set there with their mouths open, with a look of how you dare talk to
US that way.
That was it, time to pack
our bags............but nothing happen......The only reason they didn't kick us
out was because I think they were shorthanded at the time.
It seems everyone in the Witness
organization is hung up on what position you are in. "Oh this is brother
SO and SO he is a Gilead student.......or he is a Bethelite.........or he is a
Pioneer........or he is and Elder........or they are in the Service
Department...........or He knows someone that knows someone who was in the
Writing Department. They say we are all equal............BULL SHIT........There
are more class distinctions in the organization then in the U.S. Army.and you see
it in all, in the "house of God" up close.......If you like
politics...........you'll fit right in.
A friend of mine from the
Press room wanted to leave Bethel before his time was up.......I told him
"Ted just leave.......what can they do to you?"......He said
"they won't let me pioneer, for 6 months"......."Oh
really?" I said......."Do you mean they won't let you go out in field
service?"......."No they will." he said....."So they won't
let you go in service for a 100 hours a month?"........."NO they will."
he said......"Oh" I said "So you can't be CALLED a
pioneer"...........God, don't we just love those titles?
There is no fanfare when
you leave bethel. Someone buys a 3 dollar box of ice cream at lunch for the
whole table and you get a "good bye" card from everyone. The
tradition in the press room is they make a handmade card with some jokes about
you in it and give it to you.........you shake a few hands and you just leave.
No thanks for the 4 years of your life.
I wanted more, I wanted
someone in a position of power to tell me something.......Like what the hell
was this all about...........So I went to Bob Wallen, he was Knorr’s personal
secretary at the time, and he had been one of my table heads in the lower
dining room. I really liked Bob and his wife. I said "Bob what was this
all about?.............I mean there are somethings going on here that are just
not right!".......He said "I know what you mean...........I look at
these poor brothers in the bindery.........and I think that there but for the
grace of God goes me...........and Keith, I have told the Powers that be, (he
motioned into Knorr’s office) that we need to make a FEW changes
here..........You, can help us by going back home and telling them how
wonderful it is here!"........."What".....I said...Yes he said
...............There is just a year left until 1975 and we really need the help
here......So go back home and tell them how great it is here..............or if
you can't say anything good about the place......please just keep your mouth
shut."
It reminded me of the
movie "Catch 22" where they are trying to kill him in the whole movie
and then at the end, they tell him he can leave but he must tell them back home
how wonderful it is here. They want us to "Just like us!"
Welcome to the Twilight
Zone.
